aint it funny
ponders have wandered
big ships have sailed
but im still so hopelessly impaled on you
im still hopelessly derailed by you
left frail, unstable, hurt and bruised
________
you still dont see
it cannot be
that i was once free
but for you
________
haunting saunters pass me by
breaths take too much in
im left choking on the high you leave
im here choking, i cry, i heave
soaking in thoughts you cannot conceive
________
there you do perceive
dancing on the cobblestones
climbing up vines of hair
a cloud of hazy nothing
a life of crazy something
the world for which you care
a world emotionally bare
________
now i see
it never will be
you’re too free
lucky you
________
aint it funny
